asoiaf book moments that give me heart disease 4

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     "Benjen Stark is still First Ranger," Jon Snow told him, toying with his bowl of blueberries. The rest might have given up hope of his uncle's safe return, but not him. He pushed away the berries, scarcely touched, and rose from the bench.
     "Aren't you going to eat those?" Toad asked.
     "They're yours." Jon had hardly tasted Hobb's great feast. "I could not eat another bite." He took his cloak from its hook near the door and shouldered his way out.
     Pyp followed him. "Jon, what is it?"
     "Sam," he admitted. "He was not at the table tonight."
     "It's not like him to miss a meal," Pyp said thoughtfully. "Do you suppose he's taken ill?"
     "He's frightened. We're leaving him." He remembered the day he had left Winterfell, all the bittersweet farewells; Bran lying broken, Robb with snow in his hair, Arya raining kisses on him after he'd given her Needle.
     (...)
     Pyp made a grimace. "You did all you could."
     "All we could wasn't enough," Jon said.

(a game of thrones 446-447)

    

uuuuuuuuuu jon snow tenderhearting moments.....refusing to believe his uncle is dead + not wanting to leave sam by himself + remembering his siblings from his last day at home....also the moody bitch move of pushing the blueberries away we get it you're angsty and a teen